Here are some of the things you said in your query letter that made me pretty sure I didn't have to take you seriously:
1a. 190,000 word thriller
1b. 220,000 word historical fiction
2. "I gave my heart and soul to writing this, hardly had an ounce of sleep, lost all my friends, but I finished it."
3. Speaking of yourself in the third person (making you not only sound like an idiot, but also hard to figure out if you're perhaps a character in the novel yourself)
Here's some first lines/ first paragraphs that confirmed "not right for me" without further reading:
"As the two women in tank tops continued their walk beyond the lonely square , the taller of the two was clearly agitated."
"He glimpsed his reflection in a dusty pane" followed of course by a detailed description